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Tuesday, April 7, 2015

The Dreaded Phone Call

Yep as a mother of three rambunctious, entergetic, athletic, T-E-S-T-O-S-T-E-R-O-N-E filled boys, I am quite perplexed that the dreaded phone calls are not a weekly occurrence in my household. If someone were to walk by our house at any given moment it would sound like a WWE arena. In all honesty I may have encouraged the boys to duke it out on their own a time or two! I know......look at them they look so loving, and sweet.......never judge a book by its cover is all I am going to say.

 
Anyway back to the topic......moms of school age children you know we have all gotten one of those calls from the school principal or VP and the minute you hear "Hello Mrs.                       this is                        the principal from                        elementary." Immediately I mean the split second I hear hello the first thing I say is "great what did my kids do now?" Yep I don't think they are hurt or in trouble or sick, I think wait till their father gets home. WELL my phone call last week was NOT one of those calls. My husband and I were on our way to a canyon to do a teambuilding hike with his work team and we are about 5 minutes away from the canyon when my phone rings. Now mind you I never answer my phone, NEVER answer my phone when it comes in as unknown. Nor have I ever gotten a call from a school that came is as unknown. So it rings once and I look at it 'UNKNOWN' it rings again and I go to hit the ignore button and then.......I get a gut wrenching tug and something is telling me to answer it.
 
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I answer the phone "Hello" and immediately feel sick to my stomach. This was not a normal call and the minute she tells me she is the school nurse I know something is wrong. This is what I heard from the other end of the phone. "Hello this is                         the nurse from                       Elementary..........Mason..........is hurt.........911............ambulance..........emergency room...........how soon can you be here?" CLICK
I am sure there was more to the conversation but that's what my mind processed and all I was thinking about was how soon can I get to my baby? Mind you we are on the very opposite end of the city a good 45 minutes away and with traffic it felt more like 3 days away. That's a dreaded phone call no parent ever wants to receive. As a firm believer my first instinct was to pray and to ask for prayer. I love FB and the power of reaching people who you know will drop to their knees and begin praying for you. It was the longest drive across town EEVVEEEEERRRRRRRRRRR! Nobody was driving the speed limit, it felt like we were the only drivers in the world who were trying to get anywhere and we hit every stinkin damn RED LIGHT!! My nerves are shot I am a nervous wreck and I want to just jump out of the moving vehicle and RUN like Forest Gump to get to my child. Then I begin to get text and Facebook messages saying that prayers are going out. A wonderful sense of calm started coming over me. Being faced with the unknown concerning a loved one is the worst.
 
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Then in the drivers seat is my calm, cool, collected husband. We are such opposites its not funny. Here I am thinking the worst and here he is thinking its probably a little scrape and they are making it out to be way worse than it really is. He can see my state of complete and utter desperation so he immediately goes into distraction mode. He begins asking me to dial this number, write this text, send this message. It was just the distraction I needed and he was killing two birds with one stone. Regardless that he was working at that moment it was what I needed right then and there to stay from jumping off the deep end. Even with the slight distraction I am still waiting on the school to call and tell me if and where they are going to take my son. I am in full mommy mode and being faced with the unknown my mind was racing a million miles a minute. Tons of crazy, insane, unimaginable things go through your mind. Not a fun feeling for sure and I felt so helpless.
 
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So in all of this craziness and chaos I learned something.......I by the way am a firm believer that everything in life is a teachable moment and in those teachable moments we should be able to learn something, whether we choose to learn or not is up to us. So what did I learn? Well I already knew that Mason had a big heart, but what I learned from that 11 year old boy with a big heart is that I too should have a big heart in times when I want to put my own personal needs, wants, and desires ahead of everyone elses.  
 
We reach Mason at the school before they could get him in the ambulance. As we sprint into the school we immediately see our big little boy in a wheel chair, his head wrapped up covered in blood, bloodied shirt, shorts, and spatters of blood from head to toe, and the first thing Mason says is "I didn't want you to see me all covered in blood mom!"
 
TEACHABLE MOMENT # 1
 
A tear starts to roll down my cheek, here is our 130 pound 11 year old middle born child who just went through a very traumatic and painful event (but he can't remember any of it) and who is very uncomfortable and he says "I didn't want you to see me covered in blood mom." WTHECK moment. Another tear slides so slowly down my cheek.....he is more concerned with how I am going to react and be able to handle his situation than he is about himself who is actually in the situation.
 
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SIDE NOTE: I have a little back story here, and those of you who know me know where I am about to go. I don't do well with blood especially when it is a loved one. I have passed out once in a dental clinic while the dentist was showing me something in one of my children's mouths and once in a post operating room while one of my children were coming out of surgery. That one still is a joke and often a dinner conversation as it produced a CODE BLUE in the clinic. A situation that started with Luke in the recovery bed and Clark and I sitting next to him turned into Luke in a recovery bed, Clark in the middle and I in a recovery bed on his left.
 
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So here is my son more concerned about my well being than his own. How many times on a daily basis do we put our own wellbeing, needs, desires, and wants in front of others' that might need it more? I'm not talking about the occasional 'ME TIME' that's a whole different blog in and of itself. I'm talking about being in situations where we "think" our needs are more important than someone elses who might really desperately 'NEED' us to put their needs first. Not going to lie God was right there with Mason and I calming us both. I was able to keep calm and from going totally psychotic in the moment of seeing my son in the state that he was in, and Mason was able to remain calm, cool, and collected in his event because he was thinking about my needs.
 
    
 
                                                                                                 
 
Oh but that's not it. In my absolute chaotic, nerve wracked state I forgot about my youngest child who was going to be getting out of school in a few hours, getting off the bus and going to a locked house without his older brother there to let him in. So as we were getting checked into the hospital Mason asks me in a panicked voice "what about Luke, I'm not going to be on the bus with him, he's not going to know where I am, he's going to be locked out of the house all alone and scared." Ugh I sink down in the chair on the verge of tears in my messy emotional state and have.............
 
TEACHABLE MOMENT # 2
 
 
Nothing like a little punch of humility to go with your basket case emotional self. Here is my child who only has 11 years of life experience behind him thinking about someone else's well being instead of what he is going to endure in a few minutes. The touching the poking the prading the testing the shots the stitches.......nope he's not thinking about that he's thinking about his little brother and how scared he will be alone not knowing where the rest of his family is. WHAT THE HECK......how did I not stop to think about Luke? Yep I won't be winning 'MOTHER OF THE YEAR' any time soon.
 
 
Thankful for a very wonderful, loving, caring neighbor who was already on top of Luke's well being. She had already reached out to me to let me know that Luke would be taken care of. The school was called, Luke's teacher was notified and he was in wonderful hands. Ugh being a mom is no walk in the park, being a mom who can't handle blood down right stinks, but being a mom who can be humbled in situations of the unknown is remarkable. You never know when you will be thrown into unpredictable situations, but it is the support and the people that have your back that are going to get you through it. I thank each and everyone of you for the prayers, concern, encouragement, calls, texts, emails, messages, hugs, offers to help, and the ones that wouldn't take "no we are fine for an answer." We are beyond blessed for all of your generosity. Thank you to the staff of                     Elementary that took care of Mason and all the kids in his class who made cards, called to check on him, and left encouraging messages. We are truly humbled from this experience.
 

 
 
 
This kid is a beast and has a heart of gold. I wouldn't have been so cool in his situation.
  He was such a strong kid and was such a trooper through the whole event. I am amazed that he is MY child. Treatment for a concussion, 8 stitches, some tests, and 5 hours later we are on our way home.
 
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He still has a smile on his face! Man I love this cat!
 
Side note and another tangent: My fear of blood is a real thing. I researched it to find out in case I needed to start wearing a life alert bracelet for it! :) It is called Hemophobia which is the extreme and irrational fear of blood. Severe cases of this fear can cause physical reactions that are uncommon in most other fears, specifically vasovagal syncope (fainting). www.medicinenet.com
 
DING DING DING
 
For kicks ask my kids about it one day, it is quite comical after the fact.
 
Just another day in the crazy lives of the Gilleo five, but I was none the less a very humbled person at the end of the day. I LOVE my family and as a mother it's not a good feeling to feel so helpless. Thank you God for comfort, healing, and the lessons learned today.
 
 

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


1 comments:

Lori Jorg said...

OMG I am balling like a baby, what a great story, well not the part about poor Mason getting hurt, but how big his heart is....I love you all so much and miss you.